miscarriage :(

Okay guys. I had a miscarriage on the 13th but just found out yesterday.
The Dr didnt even have the decency to call me with the results. He emailed me....
That really hurts.
Im so upset over this loss idk what to do. I was only 4weeks along but I had been waiting for 5 years to start even trying for a baby. I was so excited when I found out. It was my first positive pregnancy test (even though i do have a healthy 5 year old boy). It made it even more exciting.
Anyways.... i went to work tonight after i found out. Very bad decision.
Everyone at work was so excited for this baby. They'd been begging me to have another baby for 3 years now and I always said we were going to wait. So when i started trying they were ecstatic.
Now ive had to tell them the bad news that we lost our baby :( and now they keep checking on me. Its making me want to cry even more than I am.
Because so many hearts besides mine were broken.

    I know how you feel. I went through 2 miscarriages that were a year and 2 or 3 months apart and i also lost them during the first 2 months along. the second time i miscarried i was in my bathroom for nearly an hour just passing the baby and it hurt really bad. my husband let me take my time to recover from the miscarriage, with my first miscarriage i jumped back into my everyday daily life cause i didnt want to think upon it and with both i had friends and family that it wasnt meant to be and blah blah blah, well i finally snapped and i told everyone to back off and that was not what i wanted to hear at the time.
    About Andrea Mouser
    Current: Sacramento, California
    Birth: June 03
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    Im 25 I love animals. I enjoy hunting and scuba diving, sewing and writing. i love my wonderful husband Gary and my amazing son Kado. when im not outdoors, you can find me with a pencil in one hand and my current novel in the other.